I know exactly what you mean. I am afraid that it doesn't get better
or easier with time. You just learn to deal with it. Some days I
have a sense of humor about it. Some days I come crashing down really
hard on those kids, some days I am so darned depressed about the abuse I
hardly have the will to breathe. It all needs to be balanced by
focusing on the good kids. I get a real boost from them. It is an
emotional roller coaster. You have to decide whether you like roller
coasters or not.