In a message dated 7/9/2005 12:59:59 PM Eastern Standard Time,
I'm nervous but ready to get back into it, to remember what it feels like to
feel inspired. I'm praying that teaching will be my calling.
Sounds to me like your are a fabulous overcomer, not a failure. Keep going
and believe you have what it takes. Don't listen to your "old tapes". People
who take the risks are the most victorious. Every new thing is a risk of
failure for all of us. Anyway, whose standard determines what failure is?
Ourselves? Why not call it a journey. Some roads are smooth, others may not take us
far. So what? Live life well.